I didn’t have nice experience to keep a relationship, or I didn’t know how to keep a nice relationship, or I didn’t even know why couldn’t I keep a nice long relationship.
I ask myself, why do I drag myself to a lonely world, I push away anyone close to me, I push the one I love to leave me.
Any reason,,by any reason, a relationship could be destroyed, why did I do that? Why did I push myself to be lonely.
I feel hurt with a reason but only I think it’s reasonable, anyone else could tell me, it’s nothing, you can just ignore it. But I can’t.
The question is why do I push myself to a lonely world?